We'll make it through this stormy weather.

Thank goodness that it wasn't raining today. My father just called, he's in his hotel now, he says that it's nice. I miss him already. I hope he stays safe, I really do. Only because I love my father, he's so sweet. My mother is too, she's stressed out because she's stuck with two children for a week without any help...

I haven't started any of my homework yet... I should do that now.

I hate to admit it...

I think the Jonas Brothers have won my heart AGAIN with their new album. I know, I don't know what happened guys. I thought that fling was ending. I don't know, don't judge me! No, go judge me. Just go listen to their new album, they've turned "indie pop" apparently, they're more pop than indie, but whatever, they've still got that same place in my heart.... the way I'm talking about it, you'd think we were dating...

I guess you will absolutely be seeing me at their concert this year, and I'll be that short, Asian girl wearing a genuine smile... unless teenies are annoying me-again.

The rain is starting to bring me down.

Remember when I said that I actually like rainy days? Well, that was because they'd clear so many things, help me think. Now, I'm realizing that my father is leaving tomorrow to go to Virginia for a business trip, he's returning Friday. I still have to do my geography pr0ject and my french talent project. Twitter isn't working, how upsetting!

Anyways, I STILL haven't visited a doctor. My parents seem to think that it's allergies. I'm not sure anymore. I'm just praying that it'll be better BEFORE tomorrow, at least then I could get come work done.

Song for a rainy day;


Hey Ocean is actually like my favorite Canadian band...



just because we're already on the topic of them...


:)

I'm your biggest fan.

Good morning children. I JUST woke up! Due to sickness, I am at home and not at school. I would be doing my french project right now, but my throat is sore and my ears have water stuck in them because I've been training! I'm watching my tv on mute because I'm just that great, it's Rachel Ray now, I was enjoying Tyra before... It's 11:11 in about 11 minutes, so dont't forget to make a wish!

School is school. There was a pep rally yesterday, it was fun I guess. I guess you could say that I enjoyed it... I honestly feel like moving schools... BR, watch out. I'm not entirely sure, there's A LOT to miss at Iona, A LOT. Uggh, I'm tired, bored and frustrated. The stupid water in my ear is going to be the death of me.

I'm going to go try to do my french project. And seriously guys, can you at least TRY to have good grammar when you write things? It can be a big nuisance have the time.

I'm leaving you with this, seriously, go watch it ;)
http://perezhilton.com/2009-05-28-epic-gagas-new-paparazzi-video#respond

:(

PLASTIC BALLOONS ARE TOXIC. Chidren remember that fact. I accidently inhaled the air in the balloon while I was blowing it, and now I'm sick. I feel so bad! I'm using my sisters laptop and the "l" key is being stupid, you have to push it down really hard for it to work. I'm not allowed to leave downstairs, my father's watching me... Anyways, I'm just praying I can stay home tomorrow, because, frankly, I'm in no mood for school and stress.

Big girls don't cry-y-y-y

I can't stop listening to the four seasons, or frankie valli and the four seasons, it's so addicting! I love it! Anyways, today we went to the gym for the first time, we're fat kid gym noobs okay, don't make fun of us! It was fun fun fun! :)

Jam with me... please :(




Oh, what a night!

It's been a while, my friend.

I'm disappointed-in myself of course.
Things don't seem to be going as good as they used to be. I guess I have to get used to change coming constantly, because that's what's happening now. Things are constantly changing. Should I even be worried about exams and EQAO coming up in less than 16 days? Right now, I couldn't care less. I'm only hoping summer is around the corner, and that it would be AMAZING, and I would actually enjoy every second of it OUTSIDE and not locked up inside my house.

My father's going to Virginia on Sunday, he's gone for 5 days. He asked me to go with him, exams suck, I want to go so bad, but no, exams hate me, I hate them. He's going for a business trip though. Hopefully, he gets a job there, and we can migrate to the states! But, as of now, we'll just see where the higher power takes us- and by higher power, I mean HIGHER power.

Later days!
(let's reminisce on those weekender days)

PS. It was 50% off at value village yesterday....
PPS. I update more on my twitter :(
PPPS. GO ON IT for daily updates! :)
http://twitter.com/jessicaeff

Happiness.

This girl makes me so happy;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMdWqaN_Tms

;

This week is a really busy week, so I apologize for any absences.

Monday;
Victoria Day/ CPO PRACTICE (No school)

Tuesday;
Opening night Spring concert/ run through (No school!)

Wednesday;
School/ Spring Concert, closing night

Thursday;
CPO Practice AFTER school

Friday;
Carrassauga after school

Saturday;

Carrassauga ALL DAY

Sunday;

Carrassauga ALL DAY
Jenn's singing competition


DONE!

oui monsieur.

I am currently with Jessica A, Gloria S and Jenn at my house. They decided to drop by. fun. fun. fun.

Geography.

That's where I am now. I'm badly expossing myself with searching my name on google/google images. Unfortunantly, things came up. I'd tell you to try it, but I wouldn't want any embarrasing exposure. SZ* us sitting beside me, she's so cool, so is KD* and KN*. I'm too busy searching things on google to actually do my work. I Love Konrad. He's life, even though he makes his wallpaper some ugly old picture of myself from 3 years ago. FML. My teacher says I'm not productive, I so am. Oh, she's cool too. I'm off to French now. As of next time!

Busy. Busy. Busy. Busy. Busy.

So much preparations for Spring concert and Carassauga! It's crazy.
Grocery shopping with your parentals is always fun.
I still need to get started on my math homework...
I went to the plaza today with JD*, GS* and NB*!, we were almost late because we took a little detour.
Life is swell!
My new favorite show is Karaoke Star Jr, where I can watch fail children!
Piano Jammin' is absolute love.
I should start regaining my social life instead of lying on my bed reading and jammin' on my guitar or piano, the tambourine is absolute fun to play with as well!
I'm just going to go read.
Nerds are cool, except I'm not a nerd because I'm a fail in math and french, and I'm not supper smart.
Bye.



Ps. My one sentence explanations are amazing.

I'm still breathing,

Has it really been that long? Have you really already forgotten me? I mean, I'm just walking down the street and bam, it's like I'm see-through. I guess I don't mind as much though, I should stop caring about it, but really? I don't know, I just don't want to be swept under the rug and forgotten until the next time you clean. You've changed, and so have I, but, really, did it all have to end so soon? Did it all have to stop just because of a minor move? oh well, I guess i've got to take it in and move on. Goodbye?

PS. Happy mother's day to my mother and to everyone else's!
PPS. Japanese buffets are AMAZING.
PPPS. I'm still thinking of a blog URL.

I've been sucked into a black hole.

Lately, I just don't feel like going on the computer. I know, strange. I just don't feel it's necessary anymore. I haven't been blogging or recording my personal life for a while, I don't think I'll begin again. I'm just trying to live that one life that I've got. I can't go back in time, I can't fix things, and I'm still learning that. I just want to learn to live, to move on through mistakes, make no regrets, be free, grow up, and be who I'm destined to be. I don't know exactly where I'm going, but right now, I'm just enjoying the ride, the view's nice too. I can't be that glue that keeps everything together anymore, I can't live everyone's life anymore, I can't solve your problems like I used to, I can't keep putting myself last. Sure, I guess sometimes, I enjoyed it, but as of now, I'm my own person, and I have my own life, I don't have to solve anyone's problems, I don't always have to be damage control. As of now, you're going to be seeing a lot less of me, my apologies in advanced, but my life, is about to get a lot more interesting. Hasta La Vista.

PS. New blog layout, a new URL may be on it's way too.

take me away, from all of this.

So, it's been a while. There's been some important events, but I don't feel like exposing that kind of stuff right now. I'm tired. I just finished my geography assignment. One down, 2 to go. I still have to complete my music essay and study for my math test on Wednesday. Life is so busy right now, I have to sneak away to breathe. I'm hoping that I'll be moving far, like someplace real far, example; Virginia. Please father, please, this counts on you. There's one thing for sure though; I am moving, out of farmtown. Apparently, the latest choice is Cambridge, where the heck is that?! Recession truly sucks. Like they say; "What goes around, comes around".

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We're not moving anymore. I'm glad I guess. No time to restart right now at least.